bangga aku~

tadi gi PTAR 1.....
dgn harapan nk wt esaimen...
pegi sendirian berhad...
semangat berkobar2 nih...
sampaisampai...level 1....penuh..
naik level 2.....pn penuh......aisehh~
semangat tgh membara nih.....
kecik kn mate...carik tmpt kosong..
org lain dah x nmpak mate aku coz eye bag lbih besar dr mate....kui3~
ade!!...yeay!!...
tp plug xde la plak....
bateri lappy dah la nyawa2 ikan masin.....
lupe nk cas mlm td....
lappy x on cane nk wt esaimen??....adehh~
dpt on very the sekejap jer......pastu dunia dihadapanku gelap gumpita......
yela kan....skrin dah blank....gelap lah die.....
kalau ikot aty mmg nk blah dah....
tp segan la plak.....bru sampai dah nk blah....control~control~...dpn ade abang ensem....kui3~
5 min berlalu..aku blah...drp membazir mase kt situ baik aku balik bilik...
baik wt esaimen kt bilik.....

bangga aku jd warga uitm shah alam nih...
PTAR msti pnuh tyme final....
ade je bdk2 study...
tekun sungguh!....
tp yg x bestnye....bile dah ramai,bising yg amat....
library dah jd pasar borong....
haishh.....xmo aku g PTAR lg.....
stress.....huhu~
ade gak cite2 nk gi PTAR 2 & 3.....
tp,kalau PTAR 1 pn dah pnuh... jgn harap la PTAR lain ade space....
bukan stakat nk letak punggung..nk letak sebelah kaki pn space xde.....keh3~
anyway....baguihh la diorang.....sanggup bgun pagi2 n gi library.....
aku???..ade gak gi library......tp sempat dlm mimpi je lah....hehe~
cuma arini jd realiti....huhu~

utk student2 sume.....gud luck yer!!!...
kt library tuh study na.....jgn wt pasai....
paham kn adik2.....weee~

it feel like......

i dont know...

last few days i dreamt about something weird.

really2 weird for me..

what was i dreamt about???

its about married..

yes, i am married...in the dream

followed by pregnant....also in the dream

and i got a baby.....also in the dream

it just showed these 3 part.

nothing else and nothing more.

what the weird thing is i got this feeling after the dream until now

the feeling of getting a baby..

i never felt this way before

even when im holding a real-life baby

the feeling is like..............urghh..i cant describe it

it cannot be say by words.....yet cannot be explain

it just it.....its like u really have ur own baby..

maybe mom out there can describe it..

but why me and why now?

im not married yet..

and i didnt think about it yet..

maybe it just a dream..

but the feel of getting a baby is like real!...

those who had married out there especially girl/women, try to get ur own baby,then u can feel what im telling u just now.. =)... (special for those who had married...its halal.....not u bachelor/bachelorette)

ohmaigoshhh...maybe i just gatai nak kawen???...keh3~

hormon x btol daa....~

diary report.....

ok...recently i was sick.
i got fever
and what make thing worst is it come with diarrhea(ciritbirit)
and u don't know how painful it is.. =(
so,i went to see the doctor on friday
the health centre was so packed with ppl
i dont feel so much comfortable with so many ppl around me even they also sick
it getting me nerve and sometimes it piss me off!
maybe bcoz i was alone on that time
seeing ppl come with a company while i come alone really make me so down
there's many friends who can help me but i just dont want to disturb them.beside,i want to be independent.

so,after waiting for about half an hour, i got to register at the counter. 
and i still have to wait to see the doctor.i dont mind it
and to make things short,i got to see this women doctor.
i came in,take a sat as instructed by the nurse and answer the doctor.
i said i have diarrhea since a few days before and my temperature is increased but at the same time my body is shivering.
and the doctor said how i know my temperature is increase?fever?..
what the.....? ok,i am not a doctor but for a simple changes in my body,i can barely know and feel it.
then, she said "anyway u can feel ur body".
thats rite...i can feel.
at first,they seems to take me slightly
maybe bcoz i dont seem really sick plus i dont have flu and cough(thats common on fever patient)
while the nurse wear me the BP(bloodpressure) machine or so on on my hand and also put the termometer, the doctor take my hand and read my pulse for about a second.
its look like i dont sick at all.
the BP got its reading and they seems like they got something.
its high....and at the same time they got the temperature reading. its 39.2 degree C.. its high i guess.
and right after that the doctor take my hand again and this time she read my pulse concernly.
after that,she let it go and said my pulse is too fast and its bcoz i got fever.
ok..im glad to hear that rather to hear nothing.
so,after that,they asked me to lay on the bed and show them my belly....erkkkkk~....(due to diarrhea i guess)
ok,finished with that. then,they said i have to go to the laboratory to take my blood sample and give me water. 
its like..water??..to drink?.. =P
i followed the nurse to lab.
arrived there,i was asked to sit on the bed while waiting the nurse incharge. 
while waiting,they made so much noise. they even talking back the patients. huh!....i mean its not the patient doing sumthing wrong of bad or funny. but they just take some point to be their lough material.....gggrrrrrrrr!~
finished with that.
the nurse came and asked me to take a bath.and i do.
then,she asked me to lay down on the bed. this time the nurse is quite okay..=)
then,she take 2 packed/bottles of water(sodium chloride,NaCl) and hanging it. 
ok,that time i realise that im gonna be injected by a needle...
scarry???..its no actually. i used to play with needle. i mean for blood donation,taking blood sample at hospital, or even taking my blood to be a sample for an experiment in my lab.
its not what u guys thinking. and its not friggin hurt at all.
so that the NaCl get into my blood stream....

it was cold there.and im so bored.
they turn on the tv but the curtain of other patient's bed just hiding the tv. i just let it be..
so much stress and bored in there.
im doing nothing. 
the nurses keep on talking loudly.
and this one nurse keep on saying my face is familiar to her.
its aboute 3-4 times she asked me the same question.
she even ask my hometown and my school and she seems not satisfied. then she ask me whether i had studied at SAAS. ofcos i said no. its the truth. then she give up..=P.

time passing by.
i spent almost 4 hours in there
so damn bored
but thanks to this one young man doctor
he keeps on visiting us in the ward
and he also took out the needle from my hand
and he also personally took me to the pharmacy to get my medicine.....=) and last words from him "adik kalau ade ape2 lg nanti jgn lupe dtg sini tau"...=)
and i didnt forgot to say thanks to him and the doctor and nurses who treat me. =)


so i leave the health centre.
dark outside
and im alone sitting at the bustop
suddenly i couldnt hear anything..
followed by blur in my sight
hard to breath
sweat on my forehead
its pain...
i think im gonna collaps
alone there
but i try to stand and walk to get back to the health centre
just a few steps...i couldnt bare it..i stop and sit at the sideroad. a few minutes fly...im getting ok.. stand up again and walk.... it comes again.. i really couldnt do it. stop and sit. i have to get some help. i couldnt walk or even stand. i called my friends. a few minutes later,he and her come by a car. im so grateful...thanks guys..=) really2 thanks...=) and thats how i get back to my room.


so,this is pic for the day :

di reject.

sambungan dari entry beberapa minit td..
saya baru lepas call pihak hospital.
butir bicara saya malas nak tulis.
tapi yang pasti,saya suka dengan layanan pihak pengurusan hospital tuh. lembut dan sopan macam saya..(cececece..=P)
setelah membuat beberapa sambungan,saya pn disambungkan kpd org yang menguruskan hal nih.kali nih line clear+lancar+smooth.
line tanah lah katekan...hehe~
see,bukan masalah hp/prepaid saya oke~


lepas tunggu punya tunggu..check situsanasini..cik tu pn sebut nama saya dan 2 org kawan saya yang lain.. dan cik tu pn cakap..
"emm,tak terima lah dik"...saya tanya.." oh,sume skali ker cik?..3-3 orang skali?... cik tu jawab " ha'ah.."...


so,what are u waintin for?.drp kredit hp saya melayang dgn lajunye mcm kete ferrari kat angkasa(ade ker?)..saya pn cakaplah "oh,oke,terimakasih cik,maap ganggu.."..


huhu...saya direject??apakah salahku,apakah dosaku....lalala..nyanyi la plak~
nih 1st tyme kna reject nih. rase mcm nak nangis la plak..adeii~
x mau x mau....cool jer...


bile pk2 balik,mcm masin je mulut saya.
mase mule2 mohon ritu saya harap saya direject coz saya nak mohon kt area shah alam jer. mati2 saya pujok encik sharil utk cancelkan name saya dlm list tuh. tp x bole. so, saya trima je lah.and sebab saya x mau kt spital muar adalah sebab jauh dr umah saya. thats why saya nk kt shah alam nih.bole duduk kolej. tp,bile masalah tempat tinggal kt muar dah settle, saya kna reject la plak..adoyai~~ masin agaknye mulut saya nih..hmmm~
kna makan gula manyak2 nih....keh3~
so,lepas ni,saya kna cari tempat baru utk praktikal. tp DIMANA????...adehhh~..pning kpala den mikiornye oi...


tp,kenape saya direject???!!!..(cam x puas aty kan..)
ciss..kureng asam btol!..dah la nak mohon pn kna hantar surat ke jabatan negeri dulu... ingatkan kt hospital government kompem dpt.. alih2...reject.... REJECT paham!...huhu~


xpe la...bkan rezeki saya nak usha doktor2 kt situ...keh3~ =P


lastly,saya akhiri dengan pengumuman drp pihak kolej..
"perhatian kepada pelajar kolej melati.. siswi...pada pukol 6 petang ini akan dijalankan ----sekat2------. para pelajar dikendaki berpakaian sopan. harap maklum"..
(aik?..speaker yg x pakai line prepaid or postpaid pn x clear ker??..saya x dengar dgn clear pengumuman itu.jd part yg sekat2 tu saya assume *program tidoz sekolej*(ade kene-menenge dgn berpakaian sopan ker?..hehe)...so,skrg saya nak ikot arahan kolej. saya nak tido...zZzZZZzzZzzZ...krooiihh..~

tersalah orang

baru lepas call org yg berkenaan utk pengambilan pelajar praktikal hospital muar. 2x call baru dpt. 2 pn x clear. nk kate line saya mcm sewel,x jugak. pnoh je line nih. call org len bole jer. siap wat panggilan antarabangsa and panggilan hangit hot fm lg,,( tipu lah tuh)..=P..

butir bicara kami...

saya:assalamualaikum..

(line tersekat2)

cik a:hello??..hello??

(line tesekat2)

saya:hello..assalamualaikum..

cik a:waalaikumsalam..

saya:bole bercakap dgn cik a?

cik a:ya

(line tersekat2)

saya:cik a,saya daya dr ..........saya ada buat permohonan utk praktikal kt spital muar hari tu. 

cik a:praktikal?..

saya:ya..saya ada hantar surat kepada pihak hospital sblm ni.jd,sy nk tau lah maklumbalas dr pihak hospital.

(line tersekat2)

cik a: hah?..praktikal ape? kamu dr..... ke? maklumbalas ape plak?

saya:ya...kalau boleh saya nak tahu lah samaada saya diterima atau ditolak.

cik a:kamu nk ape ni?..sy x paham!..

saya:emmm..saya ada call cik hari tu utk sah kan permohonan saya. dan cik suruh berhubung terus dgn cik utk urusan seterusnya.

(line mcm bese lah)

cik a:ha??..saya x paham la..saya tak uruskan hal praktikal.

saya: oh...emmm..kalau macam tu. tak pe lah cik.. terima kasih.

cik a: oh ok..

sejurus letak hp sumpah seranah daku berikan..kuang3~

yelah..mane taknye. line dah la mcm cicak putus ekor..kejap clear kejap putus..huh!..

pastu nada suare org ni pon mcm org tgh buang hadas besar tersekat2 je saya dengar.(maap lah yer)..hehe~

boleh la plak dia ckp yg die xtau pape...perhhh...

saya siap simpan e-mail die yg die bg taw...ada kt hp sampai sekarang.

pastu,saya pn check la dlm bukti e-mail 2 dlm hp saya..

ada.............tapi..........jeng3~

monolog dalaman:

"hah!kan btol ada e-mail cik ni. bukti ni bukti ni...hehe.... tp,apsal nama e-mail ni dgn nama org yg aku call td lain?..kemusykillan disitu.."

so,saya pn try la utk recall memory saya yg bersawang labah2 ni.

monolog dalaman lg:

"ohmaigoshh...aku salah call ke td?..oh shit. aku call staff uni rupenye..damn!,,patutlah die lost td..patutlah die ckp..'saya x paham ape2'..adoyai~

huh!...good job daya..sendiri yg salah org,nk bg curse kt org lain freefree lak. naseb baik x curse org tu direct dlm phone td...adehhh~~

maap lah ye cik a...saya tarik balik all curse td oke?..

lg pn saya mmg x berniat nk curse org. just sakit jantung dgn line phone nih...hehe~

so sekaranag saya dah xda mood nk call orang yang berkenaan. saya takut salah lagi. nak call nombor hospital 2 pon saya dah malas. karang takut salah spital plak...adeiii~.. tengok lah nanti.

kalau saya call,saya akak lapor pada awak ye diary....=)

laporan oleh:

dayaruslan


laporan diterima:
deardiarydaya @ teapotteaser

daily report

well,not much happen today
just usual...
went to the class in the morning,
got a test in the evening
ran some errands for the society..-_-!
a little scratch in my heart
but its oke...i was able to comfort myself.
all by myself.

a little bit lonely.
lose 2 of my close friends today
they fall sick...fever...suspect for a dengue fever.
a little bit dissapointed to myself
b'coz i couldn't do anything for them.. =(
sorry dear.....really sorry...i mean it.. ='(
i hope you girls get well soon..
don't fall sick anymore...


but thanks to this 2 friends of mine(suegarboo & ameera)
whose accompanied me all day long at faqulty
wait for me in the cafe..
study with me in the library..
and special thanks to ameera who are willing to accompany me having my lunch.. =)


oh!oh!....about my test.
there are 3 questions all
but the 2nd & 3rd question is not supposed to be there.
b'coz it was in the chapter that cover for previous test.
it was a mistake.
we couldn't be able to answer both question b'coz we're prepared with another chapter that should be in this test.
fortunately the 1st question was include in the chapter that we need to cover.so,we requested to answer for the first question only.
its not our mistake if the questions is out from the covered chapter. however,as a student who will taking the final exam which just around the corner,i should be able to answer even the questions was in the chapter for previous test. actually I SHOULD!... it's b'coz i dont prepare at all...(again,big dissapointed to myself..hmmmm)

fortunately,i was able to answer the 1st question and i think im doing great....syukrillah.. =).. and im able to leave the exam room early.


and pic for the day is..... =)

voluntarily giving lecture infront of the lab door

weeee~~~~.. =P...thanks for the listener~

and whats more for today???..i think thats all..
sekian~

=(

today is not a good day for me although yesterday was a great day.

early in the morning i felt pain in my stomach.not because hungry. but i think because of food poisoning/infection.the symptoms are diarrhea,vomitting,headache,and rising of body temperature. i better open my book to check the symtoms if it is really food problems.luckily,today is sunday and i have no class.fuhhh~

today isn't end yet and i hope a better condition for my body.