unreasonable!!

oke,hari ni macam2 terjadi...
hari ni 1st paper...agriculture microbiology..
oke2 je paper 2...tp x taw la result nt mcm mne?
mcm biase kami msuk exam hall.
jawab soklan n perah otak..
bile habes trus kuar...
gile havoc!....kecoh bdk2 ckp ade beg diorang hilang..
mangsenye?? ofkos la kwn2 sy!...
kitorg mmg letak beg kt 1 tempat... mcm biasa...mcm sem2 sblum ni.
tp sblum ni xde la plak benda ni berlaku.. dah bertahun kami wt mcm tu..
kes beg hilang.... dlm 5 org mangse....sumenye batch aku...
tp ade sorg yg jmpe beg die..
tu pn kt tmpt lain..
dgn brg2 yg bersepah..
beg2 yg lain mmg lesap...hilang tanpa dapat dikenalpasti.
mmg la nmpk x seberapa...tp beg2 tu mahal tau x??...
ade yg cost smpai thousand2 tau x??!...
msti la kau tau kn....thats y la kau amik kn..... no doubts la kn....
kau mmg murahan!!
ade beg yg ade purse....mmg tuah kau la kn....
dpt beg mahal...pastu siap ade purse...package la katekn...
kau nk wt pe dgn sume 2??..jual??...pastu??... joli??..
kau mmg setan!
x habes kt situ...
lepas kau amik beg2 tu,kau masuk pulak dlm bilik gune kunci yg sememangnye ade dlm beg tu...
pastu kau amik pulak laptop dlm locker..
and kau jgk amik perfume...
nampak sgt kau murahan pompuan!!...go to hell!!
tp kunci tu xde tag bilik....means xde nombor block-level-bilik....
cane kau tau kunci tuh adalah bilik tuh??...nmpak sgt la kau dah aim lame kn??...
and obviously lah kau dlm kalangan kami.....and kau tu pompuan...
btol x pompuan????!!!....ini theory aku n the geng lah.....
kau mesti msuk bilik tu mse ktorg tgh jwb exam n lepas tu kitorg merayap 1 fakulti cari beg2 tuh..... thats y la kau sempat kunci balik pintu lepas kau amik brg dlm bilik tu kn....
kau mmg iblis!!!
go to the bottom hell!!!
aku nk tau ape reason kau buat mcm ni??..
hobby?? or kau tu dah sengkek sgt??
bile kau buat mcm ni sejuk ke perut mak kau mengandung kn kau???
bile kau buat mcm ni kau x ingat ke tuhan???
bile kau buat mcm ni kau dapat pahala ke???
kau buat time tgh tension dgn final exam for FINAL SEMESTER!
mmg ktorg sgt terdesak utk lulus sume paper la kn...
tahniah coz berjaya tambahkn pressure!!...
diorg2 and kitorg2 akan tambahkn pressure kau kt akhirat nt...
jgn risau.... god knows better....
setiap air mate yg keluar akan terbalas!
kau bukan je susahkn hati diorg...tp parents diorg skali kau tau???!!!
tahniah kt kau sebab dah tempah neraka awal2...
bile nk masuk??..mesti x lame lg kn... thats y la kau tempah awal2 kn...
sempat ke nk tukar rumah kt akhirat tu?? ntah2 pintu syurga dah tertutup utk kau.
sebab aku rase bkn ni je kejahatan yg kau dah buat knnnnn.......
org ckp buat jahat jgn sekali......
anyway..congrats lah ye...
and also thanks for everything.....
and plleeaasseee.......seek for forgiveness....

tumpang tanya

hello,tumpang tanya buleh?..

ade x nampak semangat study sy yg dah hilang?

dah lame die kuar tp x balikbalik...

sy risau nih....

sy kne gune die dlm mase terdekat nih...

final exam tinggal bape hari je!

kalau die x balik habes la sy

dah lame die hilang

sejak habes final exam sem lepas lg

mase die kuar die cakap nk enjoy jap

pastu die x balikbalik

call sy pn tidak

puas sy carik

kat library la...

kat atas meja la...

kat dlm laci la..

pendek cita kat mane2 la...

letih sy carik die..

mase die kuar ary tuh die x pulak ckp nk gi mane?

skrg dah susah

kalau anda sume nampak semangat sy tuh

tlg la bitau kt sy...

desperate sgt nih

bangga aku~

tadi gi PTAR 1.....
dgn harapan nk wt esaimen...
pegi sendirian berhad...
semangat berkobar2 nih...
sampaisampai...level 1....penuh..
naik level 2.....pn penuh......aisehh~
semangat tgh membara nih.....
kecik kn mate...carik tmpt kosong..
org lain dah x nmpak mate aku coz eye bag lbih besar dr mate....kui3~
ade!!...yeay!!...
tp plug xde la plak....
bateri lappy dah la nyawa2 ikan masin.....
lupe nk cas mlm td....
lappy x on cane nk wt esaimen??....adehh~
dpt on very the sekejap jer......pastu dunia dihadapanku gelap gumpita......
yela kan....skrin dah blank....gelap lah die.....
kalau ikot aty mmg nk blah dah....
tp segan la plak.....bru sampai dah nk blah....control~control~...dpn ade abang ensem....kui3~
5 min berlalu..aku blah...drp membazir mase kt situ baik aku balik bilik...
baik wt esaimen kt bilik.....

bangga aku jd warga uitm shah alam nih...
PTAR msti pnuh tyme final....
ade je bdk2 study...
tekun sungguh!....
tp yg x bestnye....bile dah ramai,bising yg amat....
library dah jd pasar borong....
haishh.....xmo aku g PTAR lg.....
stress.....huhu~
ade gak cite2 nk gi PTAR 2 & 3.....
tp,kalau PTAR 1 pn dah pnuh... jgn harap la PTAR lain ade space....
bukan stakat nk letak punggung..nk letak sebelah kaki pn space xde.....keh3~
anyway....baguihh la diorang.....sanggup bgun pagi2 n gi library.....
aku???..ade gak gi library......tp sempat dlm mimpi je lah....hehe~
cuma arini jd realiti....huhu~

utk student2 sume.....gud luck yer!!!...
kt library tuh study na.....jgn wt pasai....
paham kn adik2.....weee~

it feel like......

i dont know...

last few days i dreamt about something weird.

really2 weird for me..

what was i dreamt about???

its about married..

yes, i am married...in the dream

followed by pregnant....also in the dream

and i got a baby.....also in the dream

it just showed these 3 part.

nothing else and nothing more.

what the weird thing is i got this feeling after the dream until now

the feeling of getting a baby..

i never felt this way before

even when im holding a real-life baby

the feeling is like..............urghh..i cant describe it

it cannot be say by words.....yet cannot be explain

it just it.....its like u really have ur own baby..

maybe mom out there can describe it..

but why me and why now?

im not married yet..

and i didnt think about it yet..

maybe it just a dream..

but the feel of getting a baby is like real!...

those who had married out there especially girl/women, try to get ur own baby,then u can feel what im telling u just now.. =)... (special for those who had married...its halal.....not u bachelor/bachelorette)

ohmaigoshhh...maybe i just gatai nak kawen???...keh3~

hormon x btol daa....~

diary report.....

ok...recently i was sick.
i got fever
and what make thing worst is it come with diarrhea(ciritbirit)
and u don't know how painful it is.. =(
so,i went to see the doctor on friday
the health centre was so packed with ppl
i dont feel so much comfortable with so many ppl around me even they also sick
it getting me nerve and sometimes it piss me off!
maybe bcoz i was alone on that time
seeing ppl come with a company while i come alone really make me so down
there's many friends who can help me but i just dont want to disturb them.beside,i want to be independent.

so,after waiting for about half an hour, i got to register at the counter. 
and i still have to wait to see the doctor.i dont mind it
and to make things short,i got to see this women doctor.
i came in,take a sat as instructed by the nurse and answer the doctor.
i said i have diarrhea since a few days before and my temperature is increased but at the same time my body is shivering.
and the doctor said how i know my temperature is increase?fever?..
what the.....? ok,i am not a doctor but for a simple changes in my body,i can barely know and feel it.
then, she said "anyway u can feel ur body".
thats rite...i can feel.
at first,they seems to take me slightly
maybe bcoz i dont seem really sick plus i dont have flu and cough(thats common on fever patient)
while the nurse wear me the BP(bloodpressure) machine or so on on my hand and also put the termometer, the doctor take my hand and read my pulse for about a second.
its look like i dont sick at all.
the BP got its reading and they seems like they got something.
its high....and at the same time they got the temperature reading. its 39.2 degree C.. its high i guess.
and right after that the doctor take my hand again and this time she read my pulse concernly.
after that,she let it go and said my pulse is too fast and its bcoz i got fever.
ok..im glad to hear that rather to hear nothing.
so,after that,they asked me to lay on the bed and show them my belly....erkkkkk~....(due to diarrhea i guess)
ok,finished with that. then,they said i have to go to the laboratory to take my blood sample and give me water. 
its like..water??..to drink?.. =P
i followed the nurse to lab.
arrived there,i was asked to sit on the bed while waiting the nurse incharge. 
while waiting,they made so much noise. they even talking back the patients. huh!....i mean its not the patient doing sumthing wrong of bad or funny. but they just take some point to be their lough material.....gggrrrrrrrr!~
finished with that.
the nurse came and asked me to take a bath.and i do.
then,she asked me to lay down on the bed. this time the nurse is quite okay..=)
then,she take 2 packed/bottles of water(sodium chloride,NaCl) and hanging it. 
ok,that time i realise that im gonna be injected by a needle...
scarry???..its no actually. i used to play with needle. i mean for blood donation,taking blood sample at hospital, or even taking my blood to be a sample for an experiment in my lab.
its not what u guys thinking. and its not friggin hurt at all.
so that the NaCl get into my blood stream....

it was cold there.and im so bored.
they turn on the tv but the curtain of other patient's bed just hiding the tv. i just let it be..
so much stress and bored in there.
im doing nothing. 
the nurses keep on talking loudly.
and this one nurse keep on saying my face is familiar to her.
its aboute 3-4 times she asked me the same question.
she even ask my hometown and my school and she seems not satisfied. then she ask me whether i had studied at SAAS. ofcos i said no. its the truth. then she give up..=P.

time passing by.
i spent almost 4 hours in there
so damn bored
but thanks to this one young man doctor
he keeps on visiting us in the ward
and he also took out the needle from my hand
and he also personally took me to the pharmacy to get my medicine.....=) and last words from him "adik kalau ade ape2 lg nanti jgn lupe dtg sini tau"...=)
and i didnt forgot to say thanks to him and the doctor and nurses who treat me. =)


so i leave the health centre.
dark outside
and im alone sitting at the bustop
suddenly i couldnt hear anything..
followed by blur in my sight
hard to breath
sweat on my forehead
its pain...
i think im gonna collaps
alone there
but i try to stand and walk to get back to the health centre
just a few steps...i couldnt bare it..i stop and sit at the sideroad. a few minutes fly...im getting ok.. stand up again and walk.... it comes again.. i really couldnt do it. stop and sit. i have to get some help. i couldnt walk or even stand. i called my friends. a few minutes later,he and her come by a car. im so grateful...thanks guys..=) really2 thanks...=) and thats how i get back to my room.


so,this is pic for the day :